i can feel my stomach bursting, i can hear the toilets calling out for me & i can hear the voices within my heart ...
i stared out the window , staring at the pale blue sky looking at the clouds wandered by. how i wish i had a time machine, to stop this time forever because its whereby my hearts still lingers ..

woah, wht a gr8 way to start my blog entry! HEH (: hmmmm.
so anwwwwwwwwwww. i'm simply super lazy to upload pictures but i will do so soon kay.

just had a mini quarrel w my dad. i think he is restricting me too much. what does my sister's & brother's exam gotta do with me? why must i be implicated? why must i stay at home during the evening .. why cant i go out late? why cant friends come to my house? FUCK.

& because of this , everysingle time during this week, i have to ps zer they all. which makes me freaking guilty about it . DAMN i rlly rlly sometimes am so pissed with him . theres no problem going cwp or admiralty cause they are near my placeee , but town ? DREAM ON.
arghh , how i wish their exams are overr now. :s


so anw, i wont be blogging abt today and all . i am rlly lazy and tired.
and my mind is currently occupied by SOMEONE. dont bother guessing , come ask me & you will know(: dont assume k.

i think i just witness a miracle today. or maybe it's something i wish it could happen long ago. Because i knnow all along , there isn't much a problem btw us. Till now, i still couldnt figure out how we quarrelled. But i'm rlly glad you took the initiative to talk to me first. I'm rlly happy(: I guess next time when we see each other, things won't be so awkward & we can also talk to each other yar? Although i know we cant be like last time , at least we can still be talking friends. It's been long. & sometimes i rlly missed the times we spend tgt esp Sakae. Yup. I'm GLAD YOU ARE DOING FINE IN YOUR LIFE ! & yes, we are still friends.


it takes 2 hands to clap. i'm glad we did.


& i think i;m gna look for a boyf soon. i'm gna find one who loves me more than i love him.
i'm sick of loving someone. so sick. so very sick ...... gosh.
but where is my right one? have i met one? sigh , i dont know ...


BYE(: