Hi (: Incase you guys miss me, i shall post a pic of myself eating Because eating is like my BIGGGESTTTTT hobby la dey (: so anyway, in this post, there won't be pictures simply cause i'm very lazy to upload! Hmm.


This few days, epecially after christmas celebrations i feel abit weird. Weird not because i hang out with my cousins or whatsoever but it's just myself.
i feel so lazy to freaking step out of my house, at times, i feel restless& i'm starting to THINK alotttttt again. Which is not good. i'm starting to be afraid of things. Afraid that many histories will repeat itselves. i feel that time is so hard to manage .... i feel i'm being sandwicheddddddd. i feel that i'm going to lose people that i love, i have feelings that people will start to hate me ): i have so many many many mixed feeling & it's so damn sucky.
wtf? i need to stopppp thinking so much .


Gosh, new year is coming ... it marks the end of 2008. sigh, so many regrets this year......
how am i spending new year (?) srsly no idea. time is so hard to juggle :(
hopefully nobody will not be happy abt this kay ? sorry ....


so christmass was good.
bbq-ed at girl's place. had fun , had alot of fats, had alot of laughters tooo .
tried sending out msges at 12 sharp but connection srsly SUCKED. tried so many damn times got soooo fedup i decided to call everyone (: i knoww.... touched right? :)

kay, gonna end this frigging stupid emo too many thoughts post ....
bye.