Disappointments.
Been thru it like so many times& lose many things persons because of that.
Sometimes, i really hate that word.

few day ago.
Smth happen in school.
I think that was the first time i shed so much tears.
I think those who doesnt know me or nvr seen me shed tears before will have a fright.
To me, Money issues has always been the most sensitive things that will bring harm to a friendship a relationship kinship or whatsoever.
Next, it will be grouping.
I admit , i was really piss at first when i know it.
Went back home and i thought alot.
Whose fault was it? yours? mine? theirs?
Then i realised , its humanity. Selfishness. Tell me, who doesnt have it ?
Even myself is a selfish person.
But i guessi feel hurt. Thats why tears are falling down uncontrollably.
i really dont wanna lose you Because of this.
It's really very stupid.
We have only known each other for a year plus. & i thought we will go on for the next few years or even more.
Bcause i have lose friends due to this reason before thats why right now i dont wanna repeat it again. The feeling srsly sucked.
I feel sorry now . as i worry if things are gna get back to how it used to be.
But then.
When the hurt is done, it will never be fully recovered.
Scars are what will be left.
Can time heal ? How long does it takes ... i really wonder.

But , i need to let you know
that i still love you...