Gosh i'm tired.
met clique for mahjong & bestfs for dinner at my house downstairs:)
Tomorrow shall be another day spent at home. i think i'm starting to be v lazy. Or maybe i was since last time....

ystd was on phone w ylmj&jgcl.
Talked & emotions kinda lose control .... Mhmmmmmm..
it feels good once in a while i guess ~

Blah. srsly don't know what to blog about this few days. there isn't anything that seems to interest me much. Sigh. i miss towningg. & i miss spotting dangs :D hah.

I misss staying over at sheena's place, i miss movie-ing, i miss pool-ing with zer, i miss mugging sessions with yona for O's, i miss wedding dinners, i miss hanging out at Yona's place doing nothing but just talking, i miss drinking the bubbletea at yishun, i miss camwhoring, i miss webcamming with zer&grace, i miss hanging out at clementi to chill w them, i miss long bus journey rides, i miss hanging out at cwp with steph and co durinf secondary school days, i miss eating the malay store from wrss, i miss nyp's jap food, i miss being waiting for that special someone's msges and calls, i miss gathering at gramp's place, i miss christmas, i miss shelly, i miss my previous clique, i miss holidays at genting, i miss my grandma, i misss being myself (:

woah, i missed many many many things, people, place & actions.
some can be done, but some cant be undone anymore. Once it's like this, it always will be.
Though i'm happy & rather satisfied with my life now, But sometimes, everybody is greedy. they will yearn for smth more. i only hope maybe :

1. i wouldnt know him, so thaat i dont have to waste so many tears.
2. i'll be more brave to tell the truth instead of hiding it afraid that it would hurt others.
3. i don't always have to put up a brave front.
4. i wouldnt fall out with xf they all then maybe we will all still be friends.
5. i'll treasure steph more and the quarrel at sec 4 wouldn't happen.
5. i'll manage my time better then i won't ps anybody.
6. i'll be more perfect ( thou nobody is)

There's many many more things i hope for. But it's pointless to state it out now, because it can't be undone.
i can only hope that after today, every single person i have now in my life won't change & they will remain where they always have been in my heart. i love every single one of you(you know yourself) even if i never tell you before, even if i always bicker w you, even if i say i hate you, even if i got irritated with you, even if i say you dint meant much to me. but actually you all are just too precious to lose(:

i don't wanna name you people but you know who you are. Friends in my secondary, my class, my poly, my usuals, my cousins, my bestfs, my ex cliques. '

hah, bye&takecare.